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Wis Quas

Published on December 4, 2008 in Life. 3 Comments

Blah, blah, blah

It has been some time since I wrote and updated this blog. It’s been a rather troublesome and emotional past few months in my life. Things have now changed though and some strain has been taken off me. Suffice to say I am slowly returning from what has kept me closed off from friends and family during those months. Re-composing myself is currently set in motion.

Right now I am being fuelled by the fact that Christmas is looming, and I can’t wait. I can’t wait to see five little girls who mean the world to me, I can’t wait to get away from work, I can’t wait for the New Year to be over and lastly I can’t wait for 2009 to start.

Hard Goodbyes

Published on October 8, 2008 in Life. 5 Comments

It’s been quite a while since I wrote here. Going through that emotional rollercoaster that some would call life has been a rather emotional one lately for me. I could talk about it but I am too heartbroken to do so, and the pain I feel now is just too much. So much so, that I just wrote and sent a letter of resignation to my two bosses.

I had been having on and off thoughts about leaving my workplace for the past few weeks now, and after today I can’t really handle working where I work any longer. I feel hurt like hell and I just can’t handle that. I have stated that I will be leaving in April 2009 but am now already thinking of Christmas 2008.

You know what the worst thing is? How do you say goodbye to an entire office/factory who you know all too well? How the hell does one keep their emotions in check saying goodbye to around 200 odd people?

An Lor Xen

Published on September 17, 2008 in Life. 7 Comments Tags: disasters.

Life’s a bitch – as the saying goes.

One moment you’ll be plain sailing, living every day to the fullest and the next moment things will be crashing down around you bringing you to despair. Things have been too good on my side – for far too long and it was only a matter of time I guess. Suffice to say I balls’d things up nicely.

Recently I’ve been so down that I pondered if there ever was a way back up. Most of what I did is purely my own fault and I admit I’m a fool to have gone the route I did but that’s life. You make mistakes and you should try and learn from them. I don’t think I have and despite me rambling on here as I am I think I’m about to enter even more pain then I’m already in.

I am writing this at present because I have a week off from work to ‘cool’ down as it were and get some R&R. My work began to suffer and a lot of people noticed my flash temper emerging and well I now have an opportunity to reflect on quite a few things as a result. The past two weeks have been rather taxing, both emotionally and mentally and all of that just took its toll on me – something I thought could never happen to be honest as I’ve always controlled myself too well. Guess I aren’t as good as I thought…so what am I on about?

Well have you ever fallen for someone at work? I guess a lot of you are answering yes here. Well have you ever fallen madly for someone *apparently married at work? That quietened a few of you down. OK, have you ever fallen for someone at work who is *apparently married and at the same time become close friends with them whilst you’re in a relationship with someone else? I hear silence…

*Could be divorced!